I'm sorry but I'm just very lazy to update my blog because since I discovered Tokio Hotel, I have so much more things to do online, like look for TH pictures, watch their videos... You know, stuff like that. So yes. I'm sorry. Eww there was a mosquito on my arm so I killed it. But there was no blood. Good!
Anyway, I will post about several things today because I haven't blogged in so long. Oh yes, and I forgot to write this because it happened so long ago, but Miss Emel left :( GRC and went to Brickfields College or something to teach there instead. Awwww!! So sad. So now Miss Abby is my teacher. Emily and I gave Miss Emel some presents for her birthday because we didn't get her anything for her farewell. Oh well. Here is the sort of table of contents for this long long loooooooong post:
I. L.O.U.D.
I. Sleepover with Emily and Saskia Last Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday (Oct 19-21)
II. Tokio Hotel Stuff That I Have and My Uncle Who Lives in America
III. Why I Have 2 Zimmer 483 DVDs
IV. Thursday (Oct 30) - Chat With Tokio Hotel Online
V. Yet Another Item on eBay That I Wanted to Bid For
VI. Tokio Hotel's Upcoming DVD and Album
I. L.O.U.D.
Omg, LOUD was so fun! A lot of people from school came. It was really cool there, and I bought some bubble tea, but sadly, it wasn't as sweet as I would've liked. There were some bands who performed at first in the crowded empty place in church that I always thought was for the cars to drive through or something (but there are no cars there), but they call it the Sports Centre. It was really crowded there. Mo (a nickname for Emily that I made up, short for Em-Moley) and Sas and I lined up to get our hair sprayed. I got a goldish-orangey-bronzey star sprayed on my hair, and Mo and Sas got a streak on their hair. Then we didn't no what to do so we hung out outside the Sports Centre (there is nothing to separate it from the outside) with some other people from school.
PaulMae was there too, so she and I talked with each other while Sas and Mo wandered off somewhere, I don't know where. I couldn't find them, but I did find this room in church that is connected to the Sports Centre. The door was open and there were people going inside, and it was air-conditioned! So PaulMae and I went in. It was the place where people were playing or watching people play with the Nintendo Wii or dancing on the dance mat thing. There were chairs all lined up to form a sort of fence from the Dancing Place and the walkway and the Wii Place, so PaulMae and I sat on the chairs and played Cooking Mama 2 on my pretty silver Nintendo DS.
It was sooo funnnn, and we talked and talked and talked about lots of stuff. She and I used to be real close when we were both in the Other Side (other class) in the beginning of this year and/or last year. We used to pass notes a lot since we were sitting right beside each other and could just slip the notes under the divider, and we had imaginary pets and celebrated our imaginary pets' birthdays and/or funerals and stuff. We also pretended to be other people who had imaginary stuff, like how I was a princess with a name starting with A (can't remember) who had an evil sister named Evanna. It was soooo fun talking to her a lot again at LOUD!
So anyway, then these people came in and starting telling everyone to go upstairs because LOUD was starting, so we all went into the big auditorium, and we had these long balloon things that made a sound like plastic garbage lids being hit when we hit the balloon things together. We saw Em and Sas outside the auditorium and they gave 2 to me and Paul Mae because they had 2 each. Then in the auditorium there were awesome performances and stuff, and it was so much fun. But while 1 AM (a Christian band) were playing, we went to the bathroom, and then Saskia and Mo and I stayed outside for a while at the church cafe (they have wifi there!) coz it was really loud in the auditorium, then we went back in.
When LOUD ended, we heard some popping noises in the auditorium. Some people were jumping on and bursting the balloon things coz they were all over the room. So Mo and I followed suit while Saskia watched, and we had SO MUCH FUN, like oh my freaking gosh!!!!! I just love jumping on those balloon things, don't you? I mean, if they were ordinary, thin rubbery balloons I wouldn't dare, but those were different. Mo and I were just running all over the place looking for balloons to jump on. Gahahahahaha, we were super duper hyper then. Wheeeee ~
Then we went out to the girl's toilets because the auditorium was closing. But when I opened one of the stalls, I saw a very filled balloon thing behind the toilet bowl on the little thing that acted like a table where you can put your phone or whatever while you pee. So I was like, "Omg, I found another balloon!" to Saskia and Mo. So I was trying to decide where to pop it because I just couldn't resist, but I couldn't pop it in the toilet. So Sas and Mo and I went outside the toilets into this hall thing outside the auditorium where there were lots of people just standing around and chatting or waiting for their parents. But the people were like 15 meters away or something, so I put the balloon on the ground while no one was watching (I think), and then I jumped on it.
Omg, because of the hall thing, the sound was SO LOUD. It went like, BANG! or something. So I quickly threw the burst balloon thing into the dustbin and shooed Saskia and Mo back into the bathroom before anyone saw that I did it. But people still did see me. Oh well! It was really fun anyway. So my driver picked us up one hour later because he had to pick Jia He up from a party first. While waiting, Em and Saskia and I just sat at the cafe and chatted, and I played with my DS. And LOUD started at 5:30 PM and ended at 9 PM, so we had all forgotten to eat our dinners, so Em and I were quite hungry. Luckily there was some food that was supposed to be for the parents, but they gave it to us because there was a lot left. Wheee.
And in the car, since Em and Sas and I were so hyper, we sat in the car and listened to Tokio Hotel and sang along to their songs, even though my brother Jia He and the driver were in the car. But they're used to these things.
I. Sleepover with Emily and Saskia Last Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday (Oct 19-21)
Omg, this is taking so long. I'll be blogging for EVER. Anyway, you guys, it was super duper fun! They slept over for 2 nights and 3 days, and since we all go to the same school we went to school together on Tuesday. They followed me home after LOUD, which was also super duper fun (I love my church, it's fun [sometimes]!) We slept in my room, and my mom had a mattress moved into my room for us. Mo and I slept on the bed while Sas slept on the mattress. Saskia slept definitely earlier than Emily and I, who slept at about 4 AM. We were just too... not tired.
We watched Horton Hears a Who with my bros in the AV room, while sitting on beanbags. It was sooo funny, especially the cute but retarded creature Katie. You know, the one who said...
"In my world, everyone's a pony. And they all eat rainbows and poop butterflies!" *smile*
I kept playing the Katie parts over and over again because it was so funny, and Sas and I were laughing so hard until my stomach hurt. Saskia laughed 'til she cried. Then at night, while Saskia was sleeping, Emily and I pretended to be playing Taiko no Tatsujin DS on my DS but we were actually trying to take pics of Saskia sleeping, and we got a pic of me dangling pink panties (I don't know who they belong to but they're not mine; maybe YuWen's?) on top of Sleeping Beauty (a.k.a. Saskia)'s head.
Saskia found out because she checked Emily's phone, and she woke up while we were doing it but we always hid the phones when she did. The next day, on Monday, there was no school coz of Deepavali, so we went SWIMMING in the morning! It was fun. We played Marco Polo in the kiddy pool and catching in the big pool. We discovered that you can see someone else's pool through the fence and the plants, and their pool is green and disgusting, like there's algae in it.
EWWWW!
Then we went to watch High School Musical 3: Senior Year at Mid Valley with Aunty Lori (one of the maids). I liked the singing and dancing parts because the costumes and props are so much nicer, but the storyline is just okay. Then we ate dinner with Aurelia and her family who were also at Mid Valley. Then we went to the bookstore and bought some stuff, and my mom picked us up.
At night, Emily and I did the same thing (this time, we slept at 5 AM) while Saskia was sleeping. We dangled panties above her head, and used my pink feather quill pen from London to tickle her, and took pics of her while she was sleeping, this time with my camera. But then for one pic I turned on the flash, and it woke her up and she was like, "Aiyo, stupid la, scheisse! What retarded things are you two doing now?!" Gahahaha, it was so fun.
Oh yes, and Saskia recorded me snoring. My snoring that night was so scary! It sounded like a COW!! In the second recording, I was just breathing normally but you could hear that I had a blocked nose.
I'll post the pictures of Sleeping Beauty ASAP, okay? But not now because I have to find the transferring thing first.
III. List of Tokio Hotel Stuff That I Have and My Uncle Who Lives in America
Shi Hao came back from America several days ago, and his mom passed to me the TH things that my Uncle in USA helped me buy. Here is a list of the Tokio Hotel things I have now. I emailed and asked my uncle in USA (I call him Si Che or however you spell it because it means "uncle" in some Chinese language and that's what I'm supposed to call him) how much the things he helped me buy cost so I could mail him the $$, but then he replied, "Don't worry about it. Early Christmas present for you." How nice is that? That is SO nice!
List of Tokio Hotel Stuff That I Have or Am Going to Have
1. French magazine (Stars Book No. 15 or something) with 12 Tokio Hotel posters from eBay
2. Scream album with 3 bonus songs + 2 TH postcards (1 is autographed) + TH sticker from eBay
3. Schrei album from Si Che
4. Zimmer 483 album from Si Che
5. Tokio Hotel Scream poster from Si Che
6. Red Tokio Hotel shirt from Si Che
7. Zimmer 483 DVD (standard or deluxe, I don't know) from Si Che - haven't received yet
8. Zimmer 483 DVD Deluxe Limited Edition from eBay - just bought
9. 19 Tokio Hotel posters + CD with 1,200 TH pictures + TH t-shirt from eBay - just bought
IV. Why I Have 2 Zimmer 483 DVDs
I should explain why I have 2 Zimmer 483 DVDs. Well, you see, I bought Zimmer 483 DVD deluxe on eBay 2 days ago, and paid for it yesterday. There are 2 versions of the Zimmer 483 DVD - standard and deluxe.
Standard version contains:
1. Concert on DVD (93 min.)
2. 483 European Tour Documentary (46 min.)
3. 8-page booklet
Deluxe version contains:
1. Concert on DVD (93 min.)
2. European Tour Documentary (46 min.)
3. Zimmer 483 - Live in Europe CD which contains 18 live songs from concert in Oberhausen (78 min.)
4. 20-page booklet
At first I was trying to decide which one to get because there was about an RM80 difference between the 2 versions on eBay, so I called Sarah See (because she has 2 celeb crushes, so she knows how I feel), but she didn't answer so I called Emily, and Emily said if she were me she'd get the deluxe one coz she knows she'll regret if she got the standard one, so it made me really happy she said that so I knew which one to get, and it confirmed that I should get the deluxe version coz I wanted it. Then later Sarah called so I asked her, and she said she'd get the deluxe version.
So I bought it and paid for the deluxe version. Then I read my email and found that I got this email from Si Che saying that the Zimmer 483 DVD just arrived, and what my house address was so he could send it over. I was like, OMG!!!!!! because I didn't know he'd bought it for me already, so I emailed him back asking which version it was and that I got it already. Then I prayed before I went to sleep that he got the standard one coz if he got the deluxe one, and I got it for probably more money than he got it, I'd feel so bad. I got a reply today. He doesn't know which version it is, but he says there are 2 DVDs so I think it's the standard one, coz the deluxe has 2 DVDs and a CD.
Thank you God, if he got the standard one. And Si Che also said that I could maybe sell it to my friend or something. Unfortunately none of my friends love Tokio Hotel like I do, except Saskia, who only loves Tom and not the whole band. But I'll find a use for it, don't worry. Anyway, like I said, my uncle is so nice.
On Thursday there was a thing on http://www.zzone.z100.com/. We could chat with Tokio Hotel online from at 3-4PM EST, and there's a 15-hour time diff between Eastern Standard Time and whatever time zone Malaysia is part of. So 3 PM EST on Thursday would be 6 AM on Friday here in Malaysia, so I told Emily about it and we both signed up so we could chat with them, then we both got up at 5 AM on Friday. In the end, we didn't get to chat with TH because we were too late. Turns out they were in New York, and in New York, 3 PM Thursday is 3 AM Friday here.
Quite a lot of other people left comments on TH's page saying they missed the chat thing, and some said they couldn't get in because it was too full or something. Emily was upset she missed her chance to chat with famous people. I was disappointed too, but I can't say TOO disappointed, because, call me a pessimist (on second thought, don't, because I'm not) but I told myself not to get too excited in case something went wrong, which it did, because things like this go wrong for me :).
V. Yet Another Item on eBay That I Wanted to Bid For
Okay, so you see, I discovered this item on eBay. Obviously, it has something to do with Tokio Hotel, just like all my previous eBay purchases. This girl was selling 19 Tokio Hotel posters + a CD with 1,200 TH pictures + a TH t-shirt (a.k.a. Other Item), and it was USD$19.99. My mom said the Zimmer 483 DVD and this thing would be my birthday and Christmas presents. But this morning while waiting at Jia He, Jia Wei, and Chen Chen's speech and drama (a.k.a. English lessons) class, I told her about it again and she was like, "What? This one has to be bidded for?'
You see, the Zimmer 483 DVD I bought was "Buy It Now", which means you don't have to bid for it. It has a fixed price and you just have to click "Buy It Now" and you're done. But this Other Item wasn't "Buy It Now", you had to actually bid for it, and the highest bidder would get it. So Mom cruelly said I couldn't get it anymore because it'd be so expensive, but then I started arguing with her and I told her I wouldn't get it if it was too expensive. So I asked her what the maximum bidding price was, and she said, "30 US dollars." So I was like, "Fine, that's enough."
So I went to church at 1:45 PM (church starts at 2). We were going to just hang out in church today, my cell leader had said, maybe go to McDonald's or something. I had brought my laptop with me because church is from 2-4 PM, and I thought the auction ended at 3. So I sat at the cafe and connected to the wireless there, and went to an auction stealer website, and entered the item number and my maximum amount (I put USD$40 as my max, even though my mom said only USD$30, but I decided if it exceeded USD$30, I'd pay for the rest myself). Then I found out that the auction ended at 4.
So I called Mom and told her. But that auction-ends-at-4 thing was a problem because I could only go home either after they ate lunch, which I thought would be at about 3 PM, or after Jia He's friend's party, at like 9 or something. 9 was impossible, so oh well. I went to where the rest of my cell group were and we just talked and ate cookies and Twisties. It was really nice. Dexter, this guy from cell group, is apparently very rich as he has houses in America, Australia, New Zealand, Egypt, and who knows where else, has a very nice life. There is an albino Eurasian girl in his class, and there is a scary vampire-like house that was lighted up by candlelight in his neighborhood with a scary widowed, gothic mother living in it with her quadruplets, and also an empty Victorian-style house that was over 60 years old that was rumored to be haunted.
Then Lydia, my cell group leader, told the other cell group leader, Gabriel, that she was going to America this year end. When she said that I just went and stared at her with this weird expression on my face. And Gabriel saw it.
Gabriel: Lol! Jiayu is staring at you [Lydia] like she's so angry now! (or something)
Lydia: *turns to look* Haha! You're mad at me because Tokio Hotel are touring in the US!
Me: No, I'm not mad at you, I'm just jealous!
Yes, yes, even my cell group leaders know I love Tokio Hotel, the German band (oh! Did you know they are the most successful/famous German band ever, I think I read somewhere? Because they are famous in America and it's hard for foreigners to be famous in America). My friends find it weird that I talk to even the maids about Tokio Hotel. But I'm like that. I'm quite a good promoter if I love a celebrity, actually. Don't you notice then when I love a celebrity I talk to everyone about him so my schoolmates and maids and whoever know them if they didn't know them before?
Then at about 3:20 PM or 3:25 PM I had to go, which was a bit unfortunate because I was really having a good time talking about albinos and vampirey people with them. In the car I was really crazy and I kept talking to my maid and my bros about Tokio Hotel and the auction and what I was going to do if I didn't reach there in time but I had an auction stealer anyway but I wanted to be there just in case when the auction ended and whatever. I also watched really funny videos by Fred (watch Fred Goes Swimming and Fred Goes to the Dentist and Fred Loses His Meds first! Really funny! The guy is cute too. He edited his vids so he'd have a chipmunk voice, since he's acting as a 6-year-old when actually he's 14 or 15) in the car.
When we reached home at 3:57 (3 more minutes!!!!!), I jumped out of the car with my laptop and ran inside the house. I had already called the maids to leave the gate open and turn on all the computer switches so I wouldn't waste any more time. Then I connected to my house's wireless and refreshed the page (my laptop was on stand by, not shut down), then I bidded until USD$25, but then they said I was outbid! My bros were around me and watching.
Then the auction ended, and there was a ding! as MSN Messenger informed me that I had received an email from eBay. Then the auction stealer. Then eBay again. So I clicked on it immediately and started screaming and jumping around because I thought I'd won the auction when I saw the first eBay one, then I noticed it said, "You are currently the highest bidder". Currently. Now that I think about it, my auction stealer did that, because I only bid twice and both were outbid. But at the time I didn't think of that, and thought, Maybe I didn't win? And so I went to check the one from auction stealer and the 2nd eBay one.
AND I HAD WON THE AUCTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Naturally I started screaming and jumping around again and dancing like a lunatic maniac insane person in the study room with my brothers. Then I went to the entrance of my house and yelled to Aunty Lori that I won the auction, and I started screaming and jumping again, and the workers (I don't know what they were here for. Maybe a house in my neighborhood needed renovating?) who were sitting on a piece of unleveled green land opposite of my house were just looking.
Oh, life is fabulous!! ... Well, sometimes, anyway.
Whee~!
VI. Tokio Hotel's Upcoming DVD and Album
YESSS!! Tokio Hotel is/are releasing a new DVD in December this year called Tokio Hotel: Caught on Camera!. Here is the article from Tokio Hotel's Official Homepage:
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NEW DVDS: TOKIO HOTEL TV - CAUGHT ON CAMERA! Release Date: December 2008
DVD 1: History - The very best of Tokio Hotel TV!
From YouTube straight to your TV screen! Join Tokio Hotel on their couch and watch the very best of all the Tokio Hotel TV episodes! Bill, Tom, Gustav and Georg picked their favorite unforgettable moments of this past year and spiced them up with uncensored, never before seen footage! Exclusive band commentary adds a unique touch and reveals the guys´ most intimate thoughts! Come along with Tokio Hotel on an intense on-the-road documentary and find out everything that´s been going on in their incredible career! This is your chance to follow them on their amazing journey all over the world as if you were a fifth band member!
DVD 2: Future - The road to the new Album!
Tokio Hotel shares their future plans about their upcoming album in a private interview filmed solely for this DVD. Get a sneak peak of Bill recording vocals in the studio and watch as he reveals secrets about the new album. Find out how the boys prepared for their studio time in four brand new action packed Tokio Hotel TV episodes - exclusively reserved for this DVD! Watch an intense paintball match, Bill´s high-speed Go-Kart revenge and a dirty Quad race through the wild deserts of Nevada. Experience the band like never before and be part of the process when ideas turn into songs for the new and long anticipated Tokio Hotel studio album!
The new DVD will be available in the following three versions:
Version 1 - Standard:
DVD 1: History - The very best of Tokio Hotel TV
+ 8-page booklet
Version 2 - Deluxe:
DVD 1: History - The very best of Tokio Hotel TV
+ DVD 2: Future - The road to the new Album
+ exclusive poster
+ 24-page booklet with tons of new photos!
Version 3 - Limited Fan Package:
Deluxe Version + brand new and exclusive T-Shirt
Release Date: December 2008!!!!
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So I really want the limited fan package because it's so awesome, but it's going to be hard to get, and I probably have to get it on eBay again. If I can't get that I must at least get the deluxe version. I don't want the standard one because it's so lame compared to deluxe and the limited fan package. I mean, there's ONLY ONE DVD!!! Omg! I don't know which I'll be able to get, but what I know is that my parents will def not pay for this one, so I'll start saving up to pay for it. Also if I have not enough $$ I can ask them to pay for me, and I'll pay them back with next year's ang pau money. And they're also releasing their 3rd German album next year! Hopefully my parents will pay for that.
Oh ewwww, my skin feels so oily now. I must take a shower soon. I am trying to copy down the Spring Nicht piano solo I learned partly from a tutorial in YouTube and partly from listening to the song, but mostly the tutorial, so I don't forget (and also, Emily wants to play it). But I didn't follow the tutorial exactly because I changed some. I downloaded this sheet music maker called NoteWorthy Composer, but it's a 30-day free trial and I can only save my files up to 10 times! So if you know any free sheet music makers, tell me!
Although I know that NONE OF YOU WILL.
You guys really must learn to help. You can start by praying that my eBay items arrive safely and in perfect condition, and that they were exactly as described, and the sellers are honest people who will not scam me.
Bye!
P.S. I really hope I don't get over Tokio Hotel and Bill Kaulitz anytime soon because it would mean all that money I spent on their stuff would be wasted.
P.P.S. I really wish I had a black Tokio Hotel hoodie because the black Tokio Hotel hoodies I've seen are really nice. They just look so good, with the white logo at the back and everything. It looks uber cool... But they're all so EXPENSIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why??????????????
P.P.S. Omg, my butt feels numb now!
P.P.P.S. Today I found out Bill likes sour candy. And he doesn't like the chocolate in Kinder Surprise, he just likes the surprise. Well, I'm the opposite because I like the chocolate more than the surprise. Click here to watch Tokio Hotel's Backstage Halloween Candy Binge! Bill's face is so funny when he tried to Warheads (a type of American candy, apparently) and it was too sour!!
P.P.P.P.S. Bill looks totally gorgeous here (as usual, although it looks weird coz I made the image smaller so the pixels are all crammed or something so he looks funny; go here to see the original size where he is drop-dead gorgeous), omg. He's so beautiful I feel so sad when I look in the mirror. I think, Why is he so beautiful? It's so unfair. Oh, and that reminds me. This morning I looked in the mirror and noticed my jawline wasn't very straight, so I pulled up my cheek and after I did I realized that my jawline would be nice and straight if my cheeks weren't so chubby. But I don't know how to lose the fat in my cheeks while gaining weight in other parts of my body. I really want to lose that horrible, horrible, disgusting chubby cheek fats!! Omg =.=''. It's so sad. Any ideas, anyone?
P.P.P.P.P.S. Here is one of Fred's videos because I'm sure your eyes are tired from all that reading. Unless, of course, you didn't read any of this post and just scrolled down to watch the video.
Well, whatever. Ladies and gentlemen, presenting... Fred Goes Swimming!!!
I'm listening to The Unforgiven by Metallica on Youtube to see why people like them so much. The video is in black and white. The singer looks kinda weird, with fluffy long hair. Kinda reminds me of Captain Hook. The video is pretty weird, with an uber skinny old man with all his ribs visible through his sagging skin in a small dark room. He just put a nail or something through his hand and wiped the blood on the wall and wrote something with on the wall with his blood. It looks like "vest" or something. Maybe "rest"?
I don't think I really like Metallica. I'm going to listen to Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana next. Oh, now the Metallica video is ending with old man is sleeping on the dirty dusty floor of the tiny dark room, with a white light shining on him. The light is fading. Ew, Smells Like Teen Spirit doesn't sound nice at all. I'm trying to force myself to listen to the whole thing just ONCE. Forcing, forcing, forcing. It sounds so bad, I feel horrible. I can't understand a word they're saying. The video is bad too.
No offence to Metallica or Nirvana lovers. Different people have different tastes.
Here's another video I watched yesterday: Live Wet Monsoon Peformance by Tokio Hotel in Munich, Germany, last year in November. After the bridge, when Bill sang the chorus again, water started pouring down from the ceiling on each Tokio Hotel member, and they just sang and played their instruments with water raining on them. They look soooo hot when they're soaking wet... especially Bill. And Tom. ^^ Gorgeous gorgeous Bill and Tom.
Ugh. I wonder what made me join the chorale for D.O.E. when D.O.E. is just 3 days away! I must be a supreme idiot. We have had so little time to practice, geez. I could've just joined photography flora, nothing else.
I bought something on eBay yesterday. I'm going to pray that the person isn't scamming me, and the items arrive safely and in perfect condition, and it is exactly as described. Must not worry. Worry is a sin because it means we are not trusting God. Yes. So I must trust God. Trust God God God. Hmm... I hope I won't regret buying it. I hate regret, it makes me feel really bad.
I still can't help being a bit worried.
Never mind. Must trust God.
Oh, Bill Kaulitz Bill Kaulitz Bill Kaulitz, why are you so beautiful?
I told Jia He about the twincest thing. Remember, some people make vids and pictures and stories about Bill and Tom being all lovey-dovey with each other? Because Bill kinda looks like a girl, and they are quite close, like brotherly love and all. I read a twincest story yesterday. It's interesting, but really disgusting like Oh-Em-Gee. Yuck yuck yuck. So I told Jia He I read a twincest story, and I said it was really gross, so naturally he asked if he could read it.
So I said no, and he said, "Fine then, I won't pray that your eBay thing comes safely." What a stupid boy. Stupid stupid boy. I have a big fat idiot for a brother. So I said, "Don't pray then! I won't pray for your gecko either. He can just go and be blind." FYI, his gecko is blind in one eye because its skin fell on its eye or something when it was shedding.
So he said, "Fine, I'll pray that your eBay thing gets spoiled!" Then I said, "Fine, pray that, God won't listen so ha ha ha."
My brother is a loser. He is asking Jia Wei to shut up and threatening he will hack his Fiesta account. Jia He really is a supreme idiot. An even bigger idiot than I am. He's a big bully. Hmm... if he prays the thing I bought from eBay gets spoiled, I am going to pray he never gets any muscles on his arm. Because I had a bit of arm muscle, when I like bend my arm, which kind of stinks, and I don't like it at all. Heaven knows how I got them, because my gymnastics teacher says my lower body is better. And Jia He does push-ups but he doesn't have arm muscles, and he was like, "What?! How did you get arm muscles? I do push-ups!" I'm not going to tell him that I don't really like arm muscles, not even a little bit, because I am a girl. Never mind. Let him be sad he doesn't have arm muscles.
HA HA HA. Do you hear that, Jia He? YOU ARE A SUPREME IDIOT, JUST LIKE SMEE FROM PETER PAN! MAYBE EVEN WORSE THAN SMEE!!
I think I had better shut up now or I might never get that CD. My magazine isn't here yet either, but they're shipping it from France so obviously it takes more time to arrive.
My grandmother (Ahma; Dad's mom) says that if Jia Wei was born a girl, it would be good, because he is quite small-sized. Jia Qing is probably going to be taller and bigger than Jia Wei even though JW is 8 and JQ is only 5. JW is like Bill Kaulitz, a bit girly-looking.
I'm not going to tease JW about him being a little bit girly because Bill Kaulitz is also like that. I used to tease Jia Wei about it when he annoyed me last time, because it annoyed him when I said it and I got a kick out of irritating him. Oh, and sometimes it's really annoying when I'm busy playing the computer or something and JW has to tell me something. He goes and taps my shoulder with one finger gently and says in a soft voice, "Jie, jie, jie," over and over and OVER again. It's so annoying. I don't know if I would rather him tap my shoulder gently or whack my shoulder really roughly. The tapping this is really irritating, but the whacking thing will infuriate me and I will pinch him for it.
And when I pinch him I'll just get in trouble for cutting him with my fingernails so I guess I'll have to bear with the tapping thing.
My brothers are really weird. Jia He is crawling on the floor and yee-haw!-ing like a mad donkey, and Jia Wei is pretending to be the owner of the donkey or something.
I'm going to go for a facial next week or something because my mom made an appointment for me. My skin is really horrible this year. It recently (like, 2 months ago, or 3 or whatever) became horrible. I have like pimples on my forehead now, thankfully not the big reddish kind with yellow goo in it. They're small, and oh I hate them. I also have this mosquito bite on my forehead. For some weird reason it hasn't gone off yet. It doesn't itch. I think it has turned into a pimple. Oh gosh! I've seen people my age who have gotten those big big pimples ages before me. I wonder how they survive with it?
I wish Peter Pan was real. I wish I lived in Neverland. I could be like a female version of him, I love Peter Pan. Best classic story ever. Then me and Peter could just go live in Neverland and play all day and fly around the island fighting pirates with Tinkerbell and annoying Captain Jas. Hook.
Why do I keep going off-topic? I keep going off-topic. Like, I'm talking about one thing and then I suddenly switch and talk about something else.
I just realized I haven't mentioned Bill Kaulitz in the previous 6 paragraphs. I love Bill, he's so adorable (in looks and attitude), especially when he's around candy.
The Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen are so pretty, it's not fair.
Bill Kaulitz is pretty too, and that's not fair either.
EVERYTHING isn't fair.
I understand how I got "Envy - 92%" yesterday in that quiz.
I'm hungry. I'm going to go eat something. Good bye. (I understand how I got "Greed - 92%" also, yesterday. I'm very greedy, because I love food, especially sweet things like sugar and candy and chemical stuff and stuff that give you diabetes.)
SHOOOOOOOT! You know that autographed hoodie on eBay I was talking about? It ended just now at 11:13 AM. I got up at about 7 today because the room was so cold and I didn't feel like going back to sleep because I was annoyed at the freezing temperature (no wonder, the air conditioners were set to 19 Celsius, and BOTH of them were on the WHOLE NIGHT).
I had calculated last night when the auction would end, so I knew exactly. Dad gave me a limit = RM800, which is about USD$235. After all, my birthday isn't too far away. So from 10 AM onwards I kept bidding and stuff, because the price, which had only been $81 yesterday, had increased today. So I kept bidding. I bid $82, $84, $87, $90, $95, $99, $105, $120, $125, $140, $150, $160, $180, $190, $200, $220, $230, $235, $240... all because other people kept bidding and eBay kept sending me emails telling me I was the highest bidder, and then that I was outbid, and that I was the highest bidder, and I was outbid, and so on.
After I bid $250 on that wonderful, wonderful autographed Tokio Hotel hoodie, I refreshed the page to check if I had been outbid again, and my eyes nearly popped out of my head when I saw that I had to bid more than $450. I thought that I had typed "$450" by accident, because the price shot up from $250 to an outrageously large amount of $450, all in just 7 minutes.
There I was, going, "OH MY FREAKING GOSH." So I hurriedly looked for a retraction form to say I had typed in the wrong amount, when I found out I hadn't, and that some unfairly rich person had actually bid that amount. So I very urgently called my father. There were only 3 precious minutes left.
P.S. We Chinese children get money from adults when we celebrate Chinese New Year every February. Lots of money money money lovely money.
Me: *very urgently, demanding* How much did I get for ang pau money this year???
Dad: *bored, take-your-time voice* I don't know.
Me: How much?!
Dad: Um... 1 thousand, 2 thousand...
Me: Can I use my *next year's ang pau money to get the hoodie? Because the price rose?
3 MINUTES LEFT!!! So I kept bidding bidding bidding, $460, $480, $500, $520, $540... I pressed "confirm" for the 540-dollar bid, and the page went back to the item description so that I could see that I was still outbid, and...
... that there was one second left.
You know what auction stealers are? They're these things that you sign up for. You enter the auction number and your maximum bid, and they'll bid for you within the last few seconds of the auction, so if anyone tries to bid higher than you, your auction stealer would help you bid higher and higher, and when it gets too high for your maximum bid, they'll stop bidding because you don't have enough money.
The winner used an auction stealer. I know she did, because when I went to the bidding list to so who the highest bidder was. Beside your bids, they write the time and date you bid that amount. The auction ended at 11:13 AM. The time beside her one and only -- and highest -- bid was 11:02 AM. Auction stealer. It must have been. I used an auction stealer, but I didn't set $560 as my maxium amount!!
I have no idea what she put as her maximum bid, the lucky girl, but it might have been higher than $550. Auction stealers bid as much as they have to, but sometimes you have money left over, like if the second-highest bidder (ahem, me) bids $540, and you had put "$560" as your maximum amount, they'll just make you pay $550 because that's the amount they require you to outbid the second-highest bidder (sob! me again).
THE WORLD IS CRUEL! I AM SO DISAPPOINTED!
Die Welt ist grausam! Ich bin sehr umgestürzt!
I'm itching to say, err, poop in German (=.='' Yes, I learned how to say it in German. I watched a video, Bill said it, there were English subtitles... it sounds kind of okay in German, actually. Doesn't sound like a bad word at all. It reminds me of swiss cheese. Lol) may sound like a spoiled brat, but the truth is, I'm just upset and so disappointed. Geez.
Eurgh.
Did you know?
Tom -- gorgeous Tom Kaulitz -- had sex when he was 14.
But I know it's very normal in Europe and America and all (here in Malaysia, it's against to have sex with a person who is below 18. If you do, it's counted as rape), to lose your virginity when you're so young and whatever, but still... It shocked me. He was SO young. I'm 12, 13 in less than 2 months. Just imagine... let's say you're like my age, and you had sex next year...?
Ew.
As for Bill, sweet, adorable, devastatingly beautiful Bill... I just watched an interview yesterday on Youtube, called "Tokio Hotel on Steven's Untitled Rock Show [Part 2]". Bill was telling Steven about how Tom was so proud of being 10 minutes older than Bill. And Tom was very cocky (proud/boastful/like Peter Pan) -- cute, haha -- and said, "I was the first in everything, you know. The first kiss, first sex... Bill, he's a virgin." Bill was like, "Oh, yeahh." And he laughed nervously and sort of covered his face like he was embarrassed. So adorableee. But I'm still not sure, because in interviews Bill keeps saying, "It's a secret" when people ask him about his virginity.
Here's the video. The virginity part (have you noticed that Tom just looooves to bring up the topic of virginity?) is 1:34 - 1:43. Url here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HjXHLBL19jM.
OMG! Gorgeous! Doesn't he look sooooo sexy here? And also, nice pants. XD
Just look at that tattoo on his arm! Beautiful! It says "Freiheit 89", which means "freedom" or "liberty" in German, and 89 is his birth year. Freedom is very important to him, so when he turned 18 last year and officially an adult, he got that tattoo. I never thought I'd like a guy with a tattoo -- much less 3 tattoos ("Freiheit 89" on his left arm when he was 18; the Tokio Hotel logo on the back of his neck when he was 13 or something; a star on his... hip -- so hot). But this "Freiheit 89" tattoo is just so beautiful! Just like Bill.
This last picture isn't from the Vanity Fair photoshoot. I got it somewhere on the Internet. His eyes are so beautiful, so mesmerizing, so mysterious, so sexyyy! Just like his everything else! I never really noticed or thought that a guy's eyes were beautiful before, not even Jeremy Sumpter -- who played Peter Pan -- not even Joe Jonas, not even Daniel Radcliffe. But Bill's eyes are sooo... omg. I could get lost in them. I already am.
So... beautiful! How can anyone be so gorgeous? It should be a crime to be so good-looking.
Awww! Bill is so
sweet
innocent (well, more innocent than his brother Tom anyway)
cute
adorable
hot
funny
gorgeous
beautiful
sexy
mysterious
candy-loving
broccoli-hating
talented
sensitive
thin
unique
I probably should stop gushing about Bill before the food in your tummy comes right back up.
I'll tell you about my day. I was supposed to look up something about this Korean pastor called David Yonggi Cho and get some more info about his acts of faith, but I put it off from last Saturday until this morning. But then, suddenly, there was no Internet connection. I could use MSN, but no Internet Explorer. It happens sometimes. So I just went to church, and my cell group went to the cafe in church to discuss about the scrapbook, because each cell group is supposed to do a 20-page scrapbook about a man or woman of God.
It ended at 4 PM, so after that I sat around outside with some of the cell group members who were waiting for this other session in church called "celebration", I don't know what they do there. I had to wait for Jia He and the others anyway. So I chatted with Grace Cheng and Dexter and the cell group leaders. Dexter was telling us about the unfairly rich people in his neighborhood. So filthy rich. One 13-year-old girl, his friend, gets RM7,000 or RM9,000 a MONTH. That was fun, talking about them and stuff.
In the car, Jia Qing and Jia Wei started fighting and spitting at each other. SPITTING. How disgusting. Jia Qing spat at me later, too, in the car, although I can't remember why. He SPAT at me. Oh no, I didn't shout at him like you so obviously think I did. I didn't. In fact, I'm pretty sure I kept my face blank. I mean, I didn't scowl or anything. Just blank. Or calm. Expressionless. My face calm when I pinched his left arm, the part between the shoulder and the elbow.
Yes, there was blood, but I can't say I'm sorry. Because I'm not. I mean, he spat at me. You'd reply the same way. Good thing my nails are a little bit long now. Jia Qing and my brothers fight a lot. They're very rough. I mean, pfft, a little blood isn't a big deal. He cried a bit, but he ALWAYS cries, so be warned, people. Don't be fooled. He cries even when it doesn't hurt that much. But at least he didn't get a bruise, right?
So disgusting, he SPAT at me. Yuck. Jia Wei was worse though, Jia Qing spat a LOT at him, and vice versa. Oh, the horror of having 3 little brothers.
Mmm... Bill Kaulitz is so hot.
I'm glad Bill isn't like Tom. He said that Tom probably always says "I love you" to get a girl in bed with him. But Bill isn't like that. He's so sweet, too nice, for that. Bill says that as he gets older, the more seriously he takes the differences between "I love you" and "I like you". When the Vanity Fair interviewer asked him, "With 18 years (he's 19 now though), wouldn't you prefer to make out endlessly anyway?"
And guess what his answer was? Bill said, "I don't know. Precisely because of this life (his busy life as the drop-dead gorgeous lead singer of Tokio Hotel) I would prefer to find the one big love instead of making out. I want to share my little time with someone I know about: This is the one!"
Awww! That's so nice! Bill is so unbelievably perfect. I love him. I love feminine guys like Bill. Wheee! So does Tash, apparently, because her boyfriend Adrian also has feminine features, like his body and his eyelashes and stuff. Tash and I have more in common than I thought!
Yay! We heart feminine guys (guys who have feminine features but do not dress like a girl, and who are not gay, and not sissy, and not too feminine)!
10:24 PM
I've never liked those guys who have 8-packs and really huge biceps and triceps and stuff because they look so hard, and all those abs are pretty disgusting. Bill's body is good. So thin, so lean and feminine. A little bit of muscle would be okay, like to keep a flat stomach and not be flabby and stuff, but not a 6-pack. Or huge abs.
Just now, after I typed that thing about feminine guys, my mom came in and asked why I hadn't showered yet. I didn't really say anything. Then when she went outside for a while to say goodbye to Rachel and her family as they were leaving (they were here before and during dinner), I ran out of the study room and locked myself in my bedroom so I could take a shower so my mom wouldn't scold me after she came back in. And it worked! She didn't say anything when I walked into the study room with my hair damp and me in my pajamas.
Oh wait, she did say something. My mom just scolded me for giving Jia Qing that cut on his arm. Geez, I already told her in the car. I was like, "Mommy, Jia Qing spit at me so I pinched him. Don't blame me if there's blood." And she had been like, "Okay." So I told her that when she scolded me, and she said she didn't hear. =.='' Not my fault she didn't hear.
Oh, and by the way, by "scolded" I mean she warned me not to do it again. She was like, "How can you do this to your brother? Do you think this is how brothers and sisters are supposed to act?" No shouting or raising her voice, though. Maybe it's not counted as a scolding after all.
Jia Wei just locked Jia Qing out of the study room because Jia Qing was bothering him while he did his homework and cleared up his school things. Haha. Jia Qing is screaming and whining to be let in outside. Hahahahaha! It's kind of funny, actually. Happens so often. Oh, now Jia Wei let him back in again, and Jia Qing is holding a rolled-up piece of paper and Jia Wei is holding a badminton racket. They're fighting about the badminton racket now. Jia Qing has it. Jia Wei just declared, "The battle of Gaara!" Gaara from Naruto. You know, the sand guy.
Hmm. For one second there I thought they were going to hit each other with the badminton racket and the rolled-up paper. Oh well. Jia Qing and Jia Wei came in and JQ wanted to hit JW with the racket. Just playing, of course, but still. Oh, JQ is locked out again now. Wheeee. He's crying outside and banging on the door and shouting for Jia Wei to open the door, and Jia Wei is just sitting on a chair on the other side of the door and demanding for Jia Qing to apologize first.
And my mom just came in and scolded them both.
Hmm...
Bill is so hot.
Have you noticed how often I say the word "sexy" nowadays? I used to think it was a perverted word when I was younger lol. I tried saying it to my mom a few days ago, since I said it so often, to see if I would dare. I was like, "Mommy! Bill Kaulitz is soooo..." -- I chickened out -- "hot." Lol. It's just kinda embarrassing to say it to your own parents. It's weird.
Oh, would you look at the time. 10:55 PM. My mom is asking me to go to sleep now. Ah well. Good night then.
P.S. Did you know that Bill and Tom's mom was really laid-back when they were younger? She gave them a lot of freedom (Bill pierced his eyebrow and tongue and got a tattoo and temporarily dyed his hair blue, green, black, and white, and Tom pierced his lip), doing homework was an option, and when Bill first came home drunk, she was really laid-back and all. Just thought I wanted to let you know. Because my mom is nothing like that. Lol.
Several days ago, I saw a hoodie signed by all 4 members of Tokio Hotel -- Bill and Tom Kaulitz, Georg Listing, and Gustav Schafer -- up on eBay, and I really wanted it. I got very excited over it and called my mom to ask if I could have it or not. The price at the time was USD$150 or 160. Multiply it by 3.2 or 3 to get the price in Malaysian Ringgit. About RM500 then.
Note: In the conversation below, when I or my mom says "dollars", we actually mean "RM" and not USD$.
Mom: How much is the jacket? Me: 500 dollars. Mom: What? Me: Err... 600 dollars! *Decides to include a CD and a French magazine with 12 TH posters in it, also from eBay* Mom: 300 dollars?! Me: No! 500. *Decides not to include the CD and magazine* Mom: Are you crazy? CANNOT! Me: Remember that time in Hong Kong when you wanted to buy me shoes that cost like 3,000 (either RM or Hong Kong money)? It was black suede but Daddy didn't let? You can make up for it by buying me the jacket! Mom: Go home only discuss! Me: What time are you coming back? Mom: About 10 [PM]. Me: Well, you better come back fast 'cause I have 16 hours left ['til the auction ends].
In the end... I didn't get it because I decided that it was too expensive anyway, and I had too little time to really think about it, so ya. I checked it again the next morning. It got sold for USD$272, more than RM800. O_O WOW. Lolz.
Yesterday or 2 days ago, I saw another hoodie from the same person (but it was a different hoodie). So I told my parents again, and they started talking in the restaurant we went to yesterday -- Supertanker -- while I listened to music and talked with my friend Aurelia who was also there. They said I can get it as an early birthday present, but the price has to be RM800 and below. Fair enough. If it exceeds that limit, I can pay the rest myself. Or I might not even get it at all. I don't know.
As for that French magazine with like a dozen TH posters in it, I bought it. With permission, of course, from my dad. He came down with me to the study room in case I didn't know what to do. But when I clicked "Pay Now", we had a problem. I had to fill in my telephone number, but they kept saying that it was in the wrong format! So I guess I won't be paying it right now. I'll have to ask YuWen's dad tomorrow in case he knows.
And if you're reading this right now, and you know what to do, and you're from Malaysia, don't keep it to yourself. Please tell me how to fill in the telephone number thingy when I'm from here (Malaysia).
Right. Now that we're done with that, I'll give you a quick summary of my day in school today. I was, as usual, 30 minutes late for P.E., and they were just divided into groups and practicing Frisbee-throwing and -catching, so I joined Saskia, Andrew, and Meera. Lydia joined later, but at first she was just watching. Later James joined too. Then it became only me, Andrew, Saskia, Meera, and James, so I was like, "Hey, let's play 'monkey'! James, you can be the monkey (since he was holding a basketball)."
So we did, and it was very fun! In the end it was down to me, Theviyan, Meera, and James. I think. My memory is a little fuzzy lol. And while I was scoring my work at the scoring table, James asked me, "How come you're always smiling? It's like you never get emo."
Actually, I do, you know. Get emo, I mean. Sometimes. Not very often though. Like that time I got emo by listening to sad Tokio Hotel songs? Yeah. I don't get emo by listening to the awesome, wonderful, super-talented, beautiful foursome's songs anymore, though. I don't know what was wrong with me that day. I was kind of bored, and my brothers were annoying me like crap by crying and screaming at each other. Ugh.
... Do you ever think about what you're going to be when you grow up? You know, your future, career, and whatever. I think about it very often nowadays, and I was just thinking about it today as I was coming home from school. I don't know what I'll be when I grow up, so I imagined myself sitting around the house with two children, or maybe doing the dishes or housework or other things that housewives do, or maybe working as a clerk or cashier or whatever, while my husband was out at work...
IT WAS HORRIBLE. Ugh. Don't you feel bad by just thinking about that? Being a housewife, taking care of children, doing housework all the time and repeating the same daily routine (housework, taking care of the kids, cooking) every single day? Omg! I felt kind of scared thinking about that, like, "What if I really do become like that when I grow up?" *shudders* I mean, what a horribly BORING life! ... I might -- MIGHT -- change my mind when I grow up, though, and that might be the life I would want when I become an adult.
But not now. Now it sounds so boring, it scares me.
Hmm... I think I read and watch too many shows about celebrities...
I have quite big dreams. I don't want to just sit around all day taking care of the children and cooking (I can't cook!) and stuff, I want to travel and... I don't know. But maybe that's all they are -- dreams. Urgh. I know what some of you are probably thinking of saying to me now: "If you pursue your dreams, JiaYu, they won't be just dreams when they come true! Strive to fulfill your dreams! Nothing is impossible! Here! Take my blessing!" LOL.
Lalalalala... Bam bada bing, bada boom...
Bill Kaulitz is so adorably sexy. XD
Eurgh... JiaHe did it again. He talked to Kelvin using my MSN account while I was afk (away from keyboard). We made this deal because this isn't the first time he's done this sort of thing. The deal is that he can pretend to be me on my MSN, but he cannot close the window, so that I will be able to read what he has typed and who he's talked to.
He said "I love you" to Kelvin today, while he was at Isaac's house, so Isaac saw it too. Thankfully, they were smart enough to know I wouldn't just go and say "I love you" all of a sudden, like that. Hahaha. So there, JiaHe. You'll have to do a better job the next time.
Isaac thinks JiaHe is funny now. Which he is. Funny, I mean. JiaHe is funny. Lol.
Lololololol. Ah well. Gonna go now and try to figure how to play the rest of "Rescue Me" by Tokio Hotel on the piano. It's really hard to find accurate TH piano sheet music (so far I haven't found any that are in the right key), so I'm trying to play it by ear. I've got the first 4 verses and the first chorus right.
Figuring out the rest is hard. Geez.
Well. Good night now. Remember, if you know what to fill in for the telephone number thing when you purchase something in eBay, DON'T keep quiet about it.
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