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Sunday, September 21, 2008,11:25 AM
Tokio Hotel is All Wet (Literally)
I'm listening to The Unforgiven by Metallica on Youtube to see why people like them so much. The video is in black and white. The singer looks kinda weird, with fluffy long hair. Kinda reminds me of Captain Hook. The video is pretty weird, with an uber skinny old man with all his ribs visible through his sagging skin in a small dark room. He just put a nail or something through his hand and wiped the blood on the wall and wrote something with on the wall with his blood. It looks like "vest" or something. Maybe "rest"?
I don't think I really like Metallica. I'm going to listen to Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana next. Oh, now the Metallica video is ending with old man is sleeping on the dirty dusty floor of the tiny dark room, with a white light shining on him. The light is fading. Ew, Smells Like Teen Spirit doesn't sound nice at all. I'm trying to force myself to listen to the whole thing just ONCE. Forcing, forcing, forcing. It sounds so bad, I feel horrible. I can't understand a word they're saying. The video is bad too.
No offence to Metallica or Nirvana lovers. Different people have different tastes.
Here's another video I watched yesterday: Live Wet Monsoon Peformance by Tokio Hotel in Munich, Germany, last year in November. After the bridge, when Bill sang the chorus again, water started pouring down from the ceiling on each Tokio Hotel member, and they just sang and played their instruments with water raining on them. They look soooo hot when they're soaking wet... especially Bill. And Tom. ^^ Gorgeous gorgeous Bill and Tom.
Ugh. I wonder what made me join the chorale for D.O.E. when D.O.E. is just 3 days away! I must be a supreme idiot. We have had so little time to practice, geez. I could've just joined photography flora, nothing else.
I bought something on eBay yesterday. I'm going to pray that the person isn't scamming me, and the items arrive safely and in perfect condition, and it is exactly as described. Must not worry. Worry is a sin because it means we are not trusting God. Yes. So I must trust God. Trust God God God. Hmm... I hope I won't regret buying it. I hate regret, it makes me feel really bad.
I still can't help being a bit worried.
Never mind. Must trust God.
Oh, Bill Kaulitz Bill Kaulitz Bill Kaulitz, why are you so beautiful?
I told Jia He about the twincest thing. Remember, some people make vids and pictures and stories about Bill and Tom being all lovey-dovey with each other? Because Bill kinda looks like a girl, and they are quite close, like brotherly love and all. I read a twincest story yesterday. It's interesting, but really disgusting like Oh-Em-Gee. Yuck yuck yuck. So I told Jia He I read a twincest story, and I said it was really gross, so naturally he asked if he could read it.
So I said no, and he said, "Fine then, I won't pray that your eBay thing comes safely." What a stupid boy. Stupid stupid boy. I have a big fat idiot for a brother. So I said, "Don't pray then! I won't pray for your gecko either. He can just go and be blind." FYI, his gecko is blind in one eye because its skin fell on its eye or something when it was shedding.
So he said, "Fine, I'll pray that your eBay thing gets spoiled!" Then I said, "Fine, pray that, God won't listen so ha ha ha."
My brother is a loser. He is asking Jia Wei to shut up and threatening he will hack his Fiesta account. Jia He really is a supreme idiot. An even bigger idiot than I am. He's a big bully. Hmm... if he prays the thing I bought from eBay gets spoiled, I am going to pray he never gets any muscles on his arm. Because I had a bit of arm muscle, when I like bend my arm, which kind of stinks, and I don't like it at all. Heaven knows how I got them, because my gymnastics teacher says my lower body is better. And Jia He does push-ups but he doesn't have arm muscles, and he was like, "What?! How did you get arm muscles? I do push-ups!" I'm not going to tell him that I don't really like arm muscles, not even a little bit, because I am a girl. Never mind. Let him be sad he doesn't have arm muscles.
HA HA HA. Do you hear that, Jia He? YOU ARE A SUPREME IDIOT, JUST LIKE SMEE FROM PETER PAN! MAYBE EVEN WORSE THAN SMEE!!
I think I had better shut up now or I might never get that CD. My magazine isn't here yet either, but they're shipping it from France so obviously it takes more time to arrive.
My grandmother (Ahma; Dad's mom) says that if Jia Wei was born a girl, it would be good, because he is quite small-sized. Jia Qing is probably going to be taller and bigger than Jia Wei even though JW is 8 and JQ is only 5. JW is like Bill Kaulitz, a bit girly-looking.
I'm not going to tease JW about him being a little bit girly because Bill Kaulitz is also like that. I used to tease Jia Wei about it when he annoyed me last time, because it annoyed him when I said it and I got a kick out of irritating him. Oh, and sometimes it's really annoying when I'm busy playing the computer or something and JW has to tell me something. He goes and taps my shoulder with one finger gently and says in a soft voice, "Jie, jie, jie," over and over and OVER again. It's so annoying. I don't know if I would rather him tap my shoulder gently or whack my shoulder really roughly. The tapping this is really irritating, but the whacking thing will infuriate me and I will pinch him for it.
And when I pinch him I'll just get in trouble for cutting him with my fingernails so I guess I'll have to bear with the tapping thing.
My brothers are really weird. Jia He is crawling on the floor and yee-haw!-ing like a mad donkey, and Jia Wei is pretending to be the owner of the donkey or something.
I'm going to go for a facial next week or something because my mom made an appointment for me. My skin is really horrible this year. It recently (like, 2 months ago, or 3 or whatever) became horrible. I have like pimples on my forehead now, thankfully not the big reddish kind with yellow goo in it. They're small, and oh I hate them. I also have this mosquito bite on my forehead. For some weird reason it hasn't gone off yet. It doesn't itch. I think it has turned into a pimple. Oh gosh! I've seen people my age who have gotten those big big pimples ages before me. I wonder how they survive with it?
I wish Peter Pan was real. I wish I lived in Neverland. I could be like a female version of him, I love Peter Pan. Best classic story ever. Then me and Peter could just go live in Neverland and play all day and fly around the island fighting pirates with Tinkerbell and annoying Captain Jas. Hook.
Why do I keep going off-topic? I keep going off-topic. Like, I'm talking about one thing and then I suddenly switch and talk about something else.
I just realized I haven't mentioned Bill Kaulitz in the previous 6 paragraphs. I love Bill, he's so adorable (in looks and attitude), especially when he's around candy.
The Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen are so pretty, it's not fair.
Bill Kaulitz is pretty too, and that's not fair either.
EVERYTHING isn't fair.
I understand how I got "Envy - 92%" yesterday in that quiz.
I'm hungry. I'm going to go eat something. Good bye. (I understand how I got "Greed - 92%" also, yesterday. I'm very greedy, because I love food, especially sweet things like sugar and candy and chemical stuff and stuff that give you diabetes.)
Labels: annoying, brothers, DOE, ebay, metallica, nirvana, olsen twins, tokio hotel
,12:42 AM
I am Greed and Envy - Who Are You?
I just took a quiz called "Which of the 7 Deadly Sins Are You?" on the Internet. Here's my result. I can't say I'm too pleased with it. I mean, it's not entirely true of course, because it's just a quiz with a several questions. But oh, I don't know.
Envy - 92%
Greed - 92%
Gluttony - 67%
Wrath - 50%
Sloth - 50%
Pride - 33%
Lust - 25%
It's quite true, actually, because I'm jealous of all the people who have met Tokio Hotel before, and I'm quite greedy. You may not know it but I love eating (but only the food that I like). I'm very reluctant to share my stuff, especially if it's some food or thing I really like. Oh well. YOU be the judge! Click here if you want to take the quiz. Labels: 7 deadly sins, quiz
Monday, September 15, 2008,5:41 PM
Tash and Emily Attempt to Draw Bill Kaulitz
LOLZ. Emily and Tash were making me laugh SO hard yesterday while I was chatting with them both (separately) on MSN. As you might now, you can actually draw stuff with your mouse on MSN. Tash drew a very cute picture of a stick figure with spiky things on his head that was supposed to be Bill Kaulitz (oh, gorgeous, gorgeous Bill Kaulitz!), and a swirly pink lines that were supposed to be a crowd of screaming girls.
So I told Emily what Tash did, and SHE said she'd try, too. And what happened after that made me laugh so hard I had a cough and my throat was itching. Enough talk. Here are the screenshots. Captions below because the text in the screenshots are too tiny for you to read. Last two drawings by my Mom and Jia He.
TASH (all drawings by Tash)
That's supposed to be Tom, Bill's twin brother. The one with the dreadlocks?
Tom is older than Bill by 10 minutes.
That drawing there is supposed to be Bill's sexy, mascara-ed eyes. LOL.
Flying poop. Angel poop. With wings. By Tash.
Bill and his candy. He loves candy. Loves loves loves candy.
Aww... so sweet! Hahaha. Tash loves her boyfriend.
That's Bill Kaulitz singing. Aren't her drawings so adorable?
And now for Emily's. Ugh. She drew Bill like that on purpose, I know she did. The first 5 drawings are her hilariously terrifying drawings of Bill. The 6th one is me and Bill. Like OMG. LOL!
EMILY
That red drawing is by me, a picture of my horrified face. The blue drawing is Emily's attempt at drawing a girl.
Emily: *another blue drawing of a girl*
Jiayu: Bill Kaulitz has sexy eyes!! ♥
Jiayu: Bill Kaulitz
Jiayu: is so hot
Emily: my eyes sexy or not *blinks eyes*
Emily: LOL
Emily: JOKING!
Emily: Lol
Jiayu: OMG
Emily: *drawing of a pair of supposedly sexy eyes* Sexy?
Jiayu: NO
Jiayu: LOL!!
Emily: LOL!
Emily: *another blue drawing of a pair of eyes* ← this? It's Bills!
Jiayu: EWWW
Jiayu: NO!
Jiayu: Bill is sexier! SEXIER!!!
Emily: *drawing of Bill* sexy enough or u wan more
Jiayu: DEFORMED MUTANT!
Jiayu: EMILYYY!
Jiayu: YOU ARENT TRYING
Emily: Lol
Emily: ok ok
Emily: i'll do it again
Emily: and u tell me whether sexy kay!
Emily: LOL!
Jiayu: URGH
Jiayu: *drawing of freakishly ugly creature* Happy & Pretty. I'm Jia Yu the sau men kai
This was drawn by my mom when I showed her Emily's drawings. She actually LAUGHED. Wow. Then she said she wanted to try and draw on MSN too. So she drew me. Very ugly drawing. Yuck. Could hardly pass a human. By the way, "sau men kai" means "skinny chicken". =.=''
Jiayu: *drawing of something that looks like a fly* spots mean pimple. JY
By Jia He. He drew me, too. Ugh.
And after that I went to change into my pajamas but didn't tell Emily I was going to. So when I didn't reply, she kept recording things on her mic on MSN and stuff, and later I came back and listened to them. She was going, "Fishy. Fiiishyyy. Fishyyyy. Aiyo, reply me la! *screams* FISHYYYYYYYYYY!!! Fishy! Fishy Fishy Fishy Fishy Fishy! Aiyo, you ah. Brrrr!"
Oh, and by the way, Shadow (one of the 2 dogs) died yesterday. Snakebite. Horrible, right? I'm not emo about it though. I didn't cry, which is good for me, because being emo is not my thing. He looked like he was sleeping.
Oh, and yes. My church is having this thing called LOUD. It stands for something but I can't remember what. It's like last year's one, they had LOUD last year, too, remember? I'm not sure what we're going to do there, though. They'll give out the flyers later.
The D.O.E. (Day of Excellence) exhibits deadline thing has been changed to FRIDAY (only for GRC PJ-ers) for those of us who really cannot turn in our entries tomorrow. Good thing, even though I took the flora pictures yesterday and this morning. I went to a nice stationery store called Czip Lee at Bangsar after school today and got some colored paper to stick the photo on. Only one photo for flora. Gee. I thought it was supposed to be 3 photos. I have several photos or different plants, so I'm going to have to choose one. Tough choice.
Bill Kaulitz is so hot.
I'm thinking of setting my SOS (Switched-On Schoolhouse; some of us in school got that program installed in our laptops so we do our schoolwork on our laptops instead of the books; we had to create a whole new user accoun -- GRC-[insert name here] -- on our laptops for us to do SOS) desktop background to that really hot one of Bill Kaulitz from the Vanity Fair photoshoot. This one:
But I don't know if they'll let. The teachers or even Mr. Fan might go like, "O_O OMG! Who is THAT?!" Well, they won't say "OMG", but you know, something like that. Especially since Bill looks so, well, sexy in there. Maybe too sexy for the "GRC-Jiayu" user account. I mean, the way he's staring at the camera! Omg!! *hyperventilates* And the one below is WAAAAY to sexy for the "GRC-Jiayu" desktop background (besides, it doesn't look nice when it stretches when I use it as my desktop background).
Oh, Bill, Bill, Bill, Bill, Bill. I love you! Lol. I was lovingly writing his name over and over and and over and over again in an exercise book I use to scribble my math calculations. After that, I started drawing food, like ice cream and a banana split and a cocktail and a strawberry and grapes.
Hmm... my cell leader(s) might visit my blog because the bloggers (including me) in my cell group in church wrote down our blog urls on a piece of paper. We're supposed to tell people about LOUD on our blogs. I wonder what they're gonna think if/when they read my blog? I used to be SUPER quiet in church (I'm talking more now. Remember I told you about church yesterday, and that I stayed and chatted with Dexter and Grace? Yep. Huge improvement. I know I'm super talkative and loud in school, so it might be hard to believe that I am (or was, whatever) actually quiet in church. But that's the truth. Hahaha.
Ah well. Gotta go eat dinner now before my mom skins me alive. Good bye!
Labels: bill kaulitz, church, drawings, emily, msn, school, shadow, sos, tash
Saturday, September 13, 2008,8:51 PM
It Should Be Against the Law to Be So Good-Looking
11:20 PM
If you were here, in this room, right now, I'd advise you to cover your ears.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHOOOOOOOT! You know that autographed hoodie on eBay I was talking about? It ended just now at 11:13 AM. I got up at about 7 today because the room was so cold and I didn't feel like going back to sleep because I was annoyed at the freezing temperature (no wonder, the air conditioners were set to 19 Celsius, and BOTH of them were on the WHOLE NIGHT).
I had calculated last night when the auction would end, so I knew exactly. Dad gave me a limit = RM800, which is about USD$235. After all, my birthday isn't too far away. So from 10 AM onwards I kept bidding and stuff, because the price, which had only been $81 yesterday, had increased today. So I kept bidding. I bid $82, $84, $87, $90, $95, $99, $105, $120, $125, $140, $150, $160, $180, $190, $200, $220, $230, $235, $240... all because other people kept bidding and eBay kept sending me emails telling me I was the highest bidder, and then that I was outbid, and that I was the highest bidder, and I was outbid, and so on.
After I bid $250 on that wonderful, wonderful autographed Tokio Hotel hoodie, I refreshed the page to check if I had been outbid again, and my eyes nearly popped out of my head when I saw that I had to bid more than $450. I thought that I had typed "$450" by accident, because the price shot up from $250 to an outrageously large amount of $450, all in just 7 minutes.
There I was, going, "OH MY FREAKING GOSH." So I hurriedly looked for a retraction form to say I had typed in the wrong amount, when I found out I hadn't, and that some unfairly rich person had actually bid that amount. So I very urgently called my father. There were only 3 precious minutes left.
P.S. We Chinese children get money from adults when we celebrate Chinese New Year every February. Lots of money money money lovely money.
Me: *very urgently, demanding* How much did I get for ang pau money this year???
Dad: *bored, take-your-time voice* I don't know.
Me: How much?!
Dad: Um... 1 thousand, 2 thousand...
Me: Can I use my *next year's ang pau money to get the hoodie? Because the price rose?
Dad: *bored, take-your-time voice* Mmm... Okay lah.
*assuming I get enough to pay it off
3 MINUTES LEFT!!! So I kept bidding bidding bidding, $460, $480, $500, $520, $540... I pressed "confirm" for the 540-dollar bid, and the page went back to the item description so that I could see that I was still outbid, and...
... that there was one second left.
You know what auction stealers are? They're these things that you sign up for. You enter the auction number and your maximum bid, and they'll bid for you within the last few seconds of the auction, so if anyone tries to bid higher than you, your auction stealer would help you bid higher and higher, and when it gets too high for your maximum bid, they'll stop bidding because you don't have enough money.
The winner used an auction stealer. I know she did, because when I went to the bidding list to so who the highest bidder was. Beside your bids, they write the time and date you bid that amount. The auction ended at 11:13 AM. The time beside her one and only -- and highest -- bid was 11:02 AM. Auction stealer. It must have been. I used an auction stealer, but I didn't set $560 as my maxium amount!!
I have no idea what she put as her maximum bid, the lucky girl, but it might have been higher than $550. Auction stealers bid as much as they have to, but sometimes you have money left over, like if the second-highest bidder (ahem, me) bids $540, and you had put "$560" as your maximum amount, they'll just make you pay $550 because that's the amount they require you to outbid the second-highest bidder (sob! me again).
THE WORLD IS CRUEL! I AM SO DISAPPOINTED!
Die Welt ist grausam! Ich bin sehr umgestürzt!
I'm itching to say, err, poop in German (=.='' Yes, I learned how to say it in German. I watched a video, Bill said it, there were English subtitles... it sounds kind of okay in German, actually. Doesn't sound like a bad word at all. It reminds me of swiss cheese. Lol) may sound like a spoiled brat, but the truth is, I'm just upset and so disappointed. Geez.
Eurgh.
Did you know?
Tom -- gorgeous Tom Kaulitz -- had sex when he was 14.
But I know it's very normal in Europe and America and all (here in Malaysia, it's against to have sex with a person who is below 18. If you do, it's counted as rape), to lose your virginity when you're so young and whatever, but still... It shocked me. He was SO young. I'm 12, 13 in less than 2 months. Just imagine... let's say you're like my age, and you had sex next year...?
Ew.
As for Bill, sweet, adorable, devastatingly beautiful Bill... I just watched an interview yesterday on Youtube, called "Tokio Hotel on Steven's Untitled Rock Show [Part 2]". Bill was telling Steven about how Tom was so proud of being 10 minutes older than Bill. And Tom was very cocky (proud/boastful/like Peter Pan) -- cute, haha -- and said, "I was the first in everything, you know. The first kiss, first sex... Bill, he's a virgin." Bill was like, "Oh, yeahh." And he laughed nervously and sort of covered his face like he was embarrassed. So adorableee. But I'm still not sure, because in interviews Bill keeps saying, "It's a secret" when people ask him about his virginity.
OMG! Gorgeous! Doesn't he look sooooo sexy here? And also, nice pants. XD
Just look at that tattoo on his arm! Beautiful! It says "Freiheit 89", which means "freedom" or "liberty" in German, and 89 is his birth year. Freedom is very important to him, so when he turned 18 last year and officially an adult, he got that tattoo. I never thought I'd like a guy with a tattoo -- much less 3 tattoos ("Freiheit 89" on his left arm when he was 18; the Tokio Hotel logo on the back of his neck when he was 13 or something; a star on his... hip -- so hot). But this "Freiheit 89" tattoo is just so beautiful! Just like Bill.
This last picture isn't from the Vanity Fair photoshoot. I got it somewhere on the Internet. His eyes are so beautiful, so mesmerizing, so mysterious, so sexyyy! Just like his everything else! I never really noticed or thought that a guy's eyes were beautiful before, not even Jeremy Sumpter -- who played Peter Pan -- not even Joe Jonas, not even Daniel Radcliffe. But Bill's eyes are sooo... omg. I could get lost in them. I already am.
So... beautiful! How can anyone be so gorgeous? It should be a crime to be so good-looking.
Awww! Bill is so
sweet
innocent (well, more innocent than his brother Tom anyway)
cute
adorable
hot
funny
gorgeous
beautiful
sexy
mysterious
candy-loving
broccoli-hating
talented
sensitive
thin
unique
I probably should stop gushing about Bill before the food in your tummy comes right back up.
I'll tell you about my day. I was supposed to look up something about this Korean pastor called David Yonggi Cho and get some more info about his acts of faith, but I put it off from last Saturday until this morning. But then, suddenly, there was no Internet connection. I could use MSN, but no Internet Explorer. It happens sometimes. So I just went to church, and my cell group went to the cafe in church to discuss about the scrapbook, because each cell group is supposed to do a 20-page scrapbook about a man or woman of God.
It ended at 4 PM, so after that I sat around outside with some of the cell group members who were waiting for this other session in church called "celebration", I don't know what they do there. I had to wait for Jia He and the others anyway. So I chatted with Grace Cheng and Dexter and the cell group leaders. Dexter was telling us about the unfairly rich people in his neighborhood. So filthy rich. One 13-year-old girl, his friend, gets RM7,000 or RM9,000 a MONTH. That was fun, talking about them and stuff.
In the car, Jia Qing and Jia Wei started fighting and spitting at each other. SPITTING. How disgusting. Jia Qing spat at me later, too, in the car, although I can't remember why. He SPAT at me. Oh no, I didn't shout at him like you so obviously think I did. I didn't. In fact, I'm pretty sure I kept my face blank. I mean, I didn't scowl or anything. Just blank. Or calm. Expressionless. My face calm when I pinched his left arm, the part between the shoulder and the elbow.
Yes, there was blood, but I can't say I'm sorry. Because I'm not. I mean, he spat at me. You'd reply the same way. Good thing my nails are a little bit long now. Jia Qing and my brothers fight a lot. They're very rough. I mean, pfft, a little blood isn't a big deal. He cried a bit, but he ALWAYS cries, so be warned, people. Don't be fooled. He cries even when it doesn't hurt that much. But at least he didn't get a bruise, right?
So disgusting, he SPAT at me. Yuck. Jia Wei was worse though, Jia Qing spat a LOT at him, and vice versa. Oh, the horror of having 3 little brothers.
Mmm... Bill Kaulitz is so hot.
I'm glad Bill isn't like Tom. He said that Tom probably always says "I love you" to get a girl in bed with him. But Bill isn't like that. He's so sweet, too nice, for that. Bill says that as he gets older, the more seriously he takes the differences between "I love you" and "I like you". When the Vanity Fair interviewer asked him, "With 18 years (he's 19 now though), wouldn't you prefer to make out endlessly anyway?"
And guess what his answer was? Bill said, "I don't know. Precisely because of this life (his busy life as the drop-dead gorgeous lead singer of Tokio Hotel) I would prefer to find the one big love instead of making out. I want to share my little time with someone I know about: This is the one!"
Awww! That's so nice! Bill is so unbelievably perfect. I love him. I love feminine guys like Bill. Wheee! So does Tash, apparently, because her boyfriend Adrian also has feminine features, like his body and his eyelashes and stuff. Tash and I have more in common than I thought!
Yay! We heart feminine guys (guys who have feminine features but do not dress like a girl, and who are not gay, and not sissy, and not too feminine)!
10:24 PM
I've never liked those guys who have 8-packs and really huge biceps and triceps and stuff because they look so hard, and all those abs are pretty disgusting. Bill's body is good. So thin, so lean and feminine. A little bit of muscle would be okay, like to keep a flat stomach and not be flabby and stuff, but not a 6-pack. Or huge abs.
Just now, after I typed that thing about feminine guys, my mom came in and asked why I hadn't showered yet. I didn't really say anything. Then when she went outside for a while to say goodbye to Rachel and her family as they were leaving (they were here before and during dinner), I ran out of the study room and locked myself in my bedroom so I could take a shower so my mom wouldn't scold me after she came back in. And it worked! She didn't say anything when I walked into the study room with my hair damp and me in my pajamas.
Oh wait, she did say something. My mom just scolded me for giving Jia Qing that cut on his arm. Geez, I already told her in the car. I was like, "Mommy, Jia Qing spit at me so I pinched him. Don't blame me if there's blood." And she had been like, "Okay." So I told her that when she scolded me, and she said she didn't hear. =.='' Not my fault she didn't hear.
Oh, and by the way, by "scolded" I mean she warned me not to do it again. She was like, "How can you do this to your brother? Do you think this is how brothers and sisters are supposed to act?" No shouting or raising her voice, though. Maybe it's not counted as a scolding after all.
Jia Wei just locked Jia Qing out of the study room because Jia Qing was bothering him while he did his homework and cleared up his school things. Haha. Jia Qing is screaming and whining to be let in outside. Hahahahaha! It's kind of funny, actually. Happens so often. Oh, now Jia Wei let him back in again, and Jia Qing is holding a rolled-up piece of paper and Jia Wei is holding a badminton racket. They're fighting about the badminton racket now. Jia Qing has it. Jia Wei just declared, "The battle of Gaara!" Gaara from Naruto. You know, the sand guy.
Hmm. For one second there I thought they were going to hit each other with the badminton racket and the rolled-up paper. Oh well. Jia Qing and Jia Wei came in and JQ wanted to hit JW with the racket. Just playing, of course, but still. Oh, JQ is locked out again now. Wheeee. He's crying outside and banging on the door and shouting for Jia Wei to open the door, and Jia Wei is just sitting on a chair on the other side of the door and demanding for Jia Qing to apologize first.
And my mom just came in and scolded them both.
Hmm...
Bill is so hot.
Have you noticed how often I say the word "sexy" nowadays? I used to think it was a perverted word when I was younger lol. I tried saying it to my mom a few days ago, since I said it so often, to see if I would dare. I was like, "Mommy! Bill Kaulitz is soooo..." -- I chickened out -- "hot." Lol. It's just kinda embarrassing to say it to your own parents. It's weird.
Oh, would you look at the time. 10:55 PM. My mom is asking me to go to sleep now. Ah well. Good night then.
P.S. Did you know that Bill and Tom's mom was really laid-back when they were younger? She gave them a lot of freedom (Bill pierced his eyebrow and tongue and got a tattoo and temporarily dyed his hair blue, green, black, and white, and Tom pierced his lip), doing homework was an option, and when Bill first came home drunk, she was really laid-back and all. Just thought I wanted to let you know. Because my mom is nothing like that. Lol.
Labels: bill kaulitz, brothers, ebay, hoodie, photoshoot, tom kaulitz, vanity fair, video
Thursday, September 11, 2008,7:59 AM
Huge Disappointment! Ugh!
OHHHHHHH EMMMMMM GEEEEEEEE!!! (Translated: OMG!)
That ↑ is just something I forgot to include in my blog post yesterday. My mom finally -- FINALLY -- called the people at the place where they teach German classes (Goethe Something Something), and guess whaaaaaaat?
YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
They only give classes for people who are 16 and above!! Last time, they used to accept 15-and-below people (counted as children), but then they stopped because the *ahem* children kept cancelling and stuff, because the German language isn't very popular among us Malaysians, so now it's only for 16-and-above people, because some of them want to go to Germany to study and stuff like that.
Grrrrr.
I bet, though, if Tokio Hotel was as big as the Jonas Brothers here in Malaysia... The Goethe Something Something people would be very, very happy. Crazy fangirls would be swarming in like crazy.
Well, if their parents let, anyway.Labels: german, goethe something something, jonas brothers, tokio hotel
Wednesday, September 10, 2008,10:02 PM
My Future: Boring??
Several days ago, I saw a hoodie signed by all 4 members of Tokio Hotel -- Bill and Tom Kaulitz, Georg Listing, and Gustav Schafer -- up on eBay, and I really wanted it. I got very excited over it and called my mom to ask if I could have it or not. The price at the time was USD$150 or 160. Multiply it by 3.2 or 3 to get the price in Malaysian Ringgit. About RM500 then.
Note: In the conversation below, when I or my mom says "dollars", we actually mean "RM" and not USD$.
Mom: How much is the jacket?
Me: 500 dollars.
Mom: What?
Me: Err... 600 dollars! *Decides to include a CD and a French magazine with 12 TH posters in it, also from eBay*
Mom: 300 dollars?!
Me: No! 500. *Decides not to include the CD and magazine*
Mom: Are you crazy? CANNOT!
Me: Remember that time in Hong Kong when you wanted to buy me shoes that cost like 3,000 (either RM or Hong Kong money)? It was black suede but Daddy didn't let? You can make up for it by buying me the jacket!
Mom: Go home only discuss!
Me: What time are you coming back?
Mom: About 10 [PM].
Me: Well, you better come back fast 'cause I have 16 hours left ['til the auction ends].
In the end... I didn't get it because I decided that it was too expensive anyway, and I had too little time to really think about it, so ya. I checked it again the next morning. It got sold for USD$272, more than RM800. O_O WOW. Lolz.
Yesterday or 2 days ago, I saw another hoodie from the same person (but it was a different hoodie). So I told my parents again, and they started talking in the restaurant we went to yesterday -- Supertanker -- while I listened to music and talked with my friend Aurelia who was also there. They said I can get it as an early birthday present, but the price has to be RM800 and below. Fair enough. If it exceeds that limit, I can pay the rest myself. Or I might not even get it at all. I don't know.
As for that French magazine with like a dozen TH posters in it, I bought it. With permission, of course, from my dad. He came down with me to the study room in case I didn't know what to do. But when I clicked "Pay Now", we had a problem. I had to fill in my telephone number, but they kept saying that it was in the wrong format! So I guess I won't be paying it right now. I'll have to ask YuWen's dad tomorrow in case he knows.
And if you're reading this right now, and you know what to do, and you're from Malaysia, don't keep it to yourself. Please tell me how to fill in the telephone number thingy when I'm from here (Malaysia).
Right. Now that we're done with that, I'll give you a quick summary of my day in school today. I was, as usual, 30 minutes late for P.E., and they were just divided into groups and practicing Frisbee-throwing and -catching, so I joined Saskia, Andrew, and Meera. Lydia joined later, but at first she was just watching. Later James joined too. Then it became only me, Andrew, Saskia, Meera, and James, so I was like, "Hey, let's play 'monkey'! James, you can be the monkey (since he was holding a basketball)."
So we did, and it was very fun! In the end it was down to me, Theviyan, Meera, and James. I think. My memory is a little fuzzy lol. And while I was scoring my work at the scoring table, James asked me, "How come you're always smiling? It's like you never get emo."
Actually, I do, you know. Get emo, I mean. Sometimes. Not very often though. Like that time I got emo by listening to sad Tokio Hotel songs? Yeah. I don't get emo by listening to the awesome, wonderful, super-talented, beautiful foursome's songs anymore, though. I don't know what was wrong with me that day. I was kind of bored, and my brothers were annoying me like crap by crying and screaming at each other. Ugh.
... Do you ever think about what you're going to be when you grow up? You know, your future, career, and whatever. I think about it very often nowadays, and I was just thinking about it today as I was coming home from school. I don't know what I'll be when I grow up, so I imagined myself sitting around the house with two children, or maybe doing the dishes or housework or other things that housewives do, or maybe working as a clerk or cashier or whatever, while my husband was out at work...
IT WAS HORRIBLE. Ugh. Don't you feel bad by just thinking about that? Being a housewife, taking care of children, doing housework all the time and repeating the same daily routine (housework, taking care of the kids, cooking) every single day? Omg! I felt kind of scared thinking about that, like, "What if I really do become like that when I grow up?" *shudders* I mean, what a horribly BORING life! ... I might -- MIGHT -- change my mind when I grow up, though, and that might be the life I would want when I become an adult.
But not now. Now it sounds so boring, it scares me.
Hmm... I think I read and watch too many shows about celebrities...
I have quite big dreams. I don't want to just sit around all day taking care of the children and cooking (I can't cook!) and stuff, I want to travel and... I don't know. But maybe that's all they are -- dreams. Urgh. I know what some of you are probably thinking of saying to me now: "If you pursue your dreams, JiaYu, they won't be just dreams when they come true! Strive to fulfill your dreams! Nothing is impossible! Here! Take my blessing!" LOL.
Lalalalala... Bam bada bing, bada boom...
Bill Kaulitz is so adorably sexy. XD
Eurgh... JiaHe did it again. He talked to Kelvin using my MSN account while I was afk (away from keyboard). We made this deal because this isn't the first time he's done this sort of thing. The deal is that he can pretend to be me on my MSN, but he cannot close the window, so that I will be able to read what he has typed and who he's talked to.
He said "I love you" to Kelvin today, while he was at Isaac's house, so Isaac saw it too. Thankfully, they were smart enough to know I wouldn't just go and say "I love you" all of a sudden, like that. Hahaha. So there, JiaHe. You'll have to do a better job the next time.
Isaac thinks JiaHe is funny now. Which he is. Funny, I mean. JiaHe is funny. Lol.
Lololololol. Ah well. Gonna go now and try to figure how to play the rest of "Rescue Me" by Tokio Hotel on the piano. It's really hard to find accurate TH piano sheet music (so far I haven't found any that are in the right key), so I'm trying to play it by ear. I've got the first 4 verses and the first chorus right.
Figuring out the rest is hard. Geez.
Well. Good night now. Remember, if you know what to fill in for the telephone number thing when you purchase something in eBay, DON'T keep quiet about it.
GOOD NIGHT.Labels: ebay, future, hoodie, school, tokio hotel
Monday, September 8, 2008,6:29 PM
Some People Are Just So Unbelievably and Unfair-ly Hot
THE MTV VMAs ARE TONIGHT!! 10:30PM on MTV (Astro Channel 713), so don't miss it! Repeats are on Friday (4:30 PM), Saturday (2 PM), and next Sunday (9 PM) -- by "next Sunday", I don't know if they mean like the 14th or 21st of September, because they posted the schedule up yesterday.
Oh, and about the bad dream I had 2 nights ago, omg it was horrible. I dreamed that I went to this place and saw Tokio Hotel, but Bill was like very tall and lanky and... urgh... As you all know, Bill Kaulitz is an extremely hot, inhumanly beautiful, very talented 19-year-old guy with a voice like wowwww, but in my dream he was this ugly British guy (no offence to British guys) with a long nose with a big bump at the end, and small small eyes.
And Tom -- omg, Tom -- as you all ALSO know, Tom Kaulitz is Bill's also-hot-and-beautiful-and-talented twin brother who just celebrated his 19th birthday last Monday (September 1). In my dream, he was about the size of a 6- or 7-year-old, shirtless, and very skinny... =.='' Talk about a nightmare.
I don't know what happened to Georg and Gustav but they weren't in my dream, but I like them too. As I was saying, in my dream I wanted Tokio Hotel... well, Bill and Tom, anyway -- to sign something, I don't know why, since they were so sadly ugly. But then I wasted my precious time searching for a permanent marker, or a Sharpie, or whatever. Then I asked some guy who was their manager in my dream to wait awhile while I looked for a marker, but once I turned my back he drove them away in a car.
UGH. Isn't it so horrible? I woke up at 8:25 AM on a Sunday and my mom asked me to go back to sleep because she didn't want us to wake up so early (she worries we don't get enough sleep), but I told her I couldn't because I had a really bad nightmare, and I just couldn't bear the mere thought of going back to sleep because I was feeling so traumatized, so she let me, but quietly so I wouldn't wake my sleeping brothers.
Then I walked downstairs with my phone, feeling bad, and started listening to TH songs while I brushed my teeth and got changed to assure myself that they were still megahot and talented and that Bill was still so adorable (in personality and attitude and looks), and that the ugly Bill and Tom Kaulitz were just a stupid nightmare. Then I went online and watched TH music videos and got over the dream and started obsessing about how hot they were again.
I watched TRL on MTV again just now (Malaysia: Astro Channel 713. Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays at 5-6 PM). Jonas Brothers were on, and so was Frankie, the "bonus Jonas", their cute little brother who was half their size. He's so adorable! Why are JB and TH so good-looking? I envy them. Not that I want to look like them, of course, since they're guys and I'm a girl. I wouldn't mind bearing a resemblance to Bill Kaulitz, though, since he looks so feminine and beautiful.
And so, SO hot (as a guy).
A-ny-wayyy, JB were on and as some of you might know, this guy called Big Rob, I think, goes downstairs, outside the set of TRL, to pick a few random girls from the neverending crowd of screaming fans to go upstairs and meet whoever is up there at the time. But this time Rob chose a few girls, and Frankie had to approve of them before they could send them up.
Man, you wouldn't believe how dedicated those fans are to the Jonas Brothers. It's amazing. One girl couldn't sleep for a week because she was camping out in the city waiting for JB, and another risked her job to get a chance to meet JB.
People who live in the US, especially if they get to meet hot celebrities (namely, Tokio Hotel and Jonas Brothers), are so lucky. Which is why I want to go there to study when I get older. My cousin Shi Hao (14) is probably going there to study next year in our cousin Jacqueline's school. He can drive next year, I think, if he goes. In America you can drive by 15 if I'm right. Or 16.
Okay, so I got tagged by Ryan (his blog is private, sorry) and Sarah See (http://www.a-little-world-of-our-own.blogspot.com/). I guess I'd better get started. But I can't read anything on Sarah's blog because there's something wrong with her background.
Tagged by Ryan
The last person to tag you is?
Melinda, I think.
What's your relationship with him/her?
Friends. Or acquaintances.
Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
1) Good at dancing.
2) Talks softly.
3) 16 years old.
4) Likes to hang out with her sister and Esther Lee.
5) Um...?
The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you.
Taught me and some other girls some dance moves, I think. We're not very close.
The most memorable thing he/she said to you.
I don't know.
If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
I'm straight. I love Bill Kaulitz, and I think the Jonas Brothers are hot. I. Am. Not. A. Lesbian.
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
Why are we going to be enemies? If we do, I'll just ignore her.
If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
She will not become my lover.
If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
No reason at all.
The overall. impression of him/her is...
Good at dancing?
How do you think the people around you feel about you?
Childish (sometimes?). Obsessed about hot guys (like TH and JB).
The character for yourself is?
Happy/Cheerful. Or obsessed about hot guys (like TH and JB)
On the contrary, the thing that you hate about yourself is?
My stupid annoying shortsightedness, or my nose. Actually, I hate my nose more.
The most ideal person you want to be is...
Myself. I don't want to be a second-class version of someone else.
For the person that cares and likes you, say something about them.
Ohhh, why can't you be Bill Kaulitz? Haha. Lol.
Ten people to tag:
Okay, I'm not tagging these people but I'm just listing their names down for the tag.
1. Emily
2. Saskia
3. Tash
4. Bill Kaulitz
5. Joe Jonas
6. Sarah See
7. Rachel See
8. Tom Kaulitz
9. YuWen
10. My 2-year-old cousin Sarah Tan Ya (nickname: Yaya. LOL)
Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
No one.
Is No.3 a male or female?
Female.
If No.7 and No.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
Absolutely NOT. First of all, they would have to be lesbian. Second of all, No. 10 is like, 2 years old in November, and No. 7 is 14.
How about No.5 and No.8?
NO. They are both so hot, and it would be really sad if they were gay.
What is No.1 studying for?
Our 5 school subjects (Bible, History & Geography, Language Arts, Math, and Science). And she wants to learn French too. I wanna learn German.
When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Some of them, just today. Some, never.
Is No.4 a single?
Thankfully, YES!! Sadly, I don't know him personally. :(
Tell something about No.2
She sits beside me in class.
Labels: jonas brothers, mtv vmas 2008, nightmare, ryan, tag, tokio hotel
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