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Monday, April 28, 2008,7:46 PM

Super Bad Day

I used to like (or think they are okay) almost everyone in school; that is, I didn't dislike anyone. But it's different now. Now some people are really getting on my nerves. I can't stand it. I really hate it. I'm going to try to avoid talking to them.

Emily borrowed me her phone today. Actually, I took it and asked to see what she would say. I was really surprised when she said, "Just tell me when my dad calls and you can return it tomorrow." And later... HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW SHE WAS JUST JOKING??? When she didn't chase after me as I went off with her phone, I thought she decided to let me really borrow it.

Oh well, who can blame me? I'm kinda blur sometimes (SOMETIMES). So if you're going to make jokes like that, watch out, because I might take them seriously. This has been a very bad day. Oh, Emily just called me just now to say, "Jiayu, you better not read my messages. So bad. You're such a pig." >=p PIG.

Uh. Hello? I am so not a pig. Pigs are fat. If I tell my Mom I think I'm fat, she'll probably send me to a lunatic asylum or something. I'm a twig, so not a pig. And oh, threaten me, will ya? Threaten me? I don't think so. I told JH about it because he heard me talking with a cold voice on the phone with Emily, and he's not very happyyyy. >=D

We went to Mid Valley after school today because JiaHe and JiaWei needed some shirts for Club Med and whatever. We went to eat at Dragon-i, and I played a game with JW there. He held out two fists, with a coin in one of them, and I had to guess. I got it right like 9 times in a row, and later, I got about 15 right out of 17.

Something's happening to my brain. I took a H&G quiz (a.k.a. Self Test) earlier today, and it was more difficult than I expected, so I had to guess most of them. I guessed about 12 out of 19. I was sure I was going to fail, so I was super surprised when I got 94. Wow. I'm not bragging since I can't really take credit for guessing.

Pfft. So anyway, I accidentally spilled some chilli in the restaurant. Not much a surprise for a klutz like me. I'm just going to skip some parts now. So in the end, we went to MPH Bookstores. Mom gave us, like, 20 minutes there, which is way too little. Whoever heard of such a thing? And I wasted 10 precious minutes following JH and JW to the magazines and comics section, because Mom said I had to follow them.

Oh, joy. Not. I sound like a pessimist. I went to the help counter thingy and asked the lady there if they had Valiant: A Modern Tale of Faerie by Holly Black, but the lady took AGES, then passed the job it to another lady. All the while, JH was rushing me on and saying Mom was about to pay, about to go. So I grabbed another book (The Twins at Fifth Form or something) and gave it to him to pay first.

But the second lady took so long, and I was resisting the urge to scream, so I just said, "Never mind" and walked out of the bookstore. Mom and my brothers were already at the car park outside the hotel near the bookstore, and I was scowling and clenching my fists.

Really, I don't think I had ever been so angry as that this month. Just wait 5 more minutes for the slow lady to find the right book, but nooooo... Gosh, I sound so bratty right now, but it's how I felt. I sat in the car, glaring outside the window and blinking the tears away, because embarrassingly, I tend to cry when I'm angry.

Omg. As I clutched The Twins at Fifth Form, I felt like ripping it apart. Omg omg omg. I was that angry. With the book thing and the whole Emily thing... I don't even know how to describe it. Let's just say if I was a werewolf (read New Moon by Stephenie Meyer if you don't get what I mean), I'd be running around like a savage mauling people right now.

No. NO. I am not an imaginary, mythical creature.

Well, after I read a bit of The Twins at Fifth Form, I felt a little calmer after that. When I went home, I asked my Dad, in front of my Mom, if he would bring me to the bookstore before Thursday to get (a) book(s) for the trip, and he said yes. That cheered me up.

Oh gosh. This post is so totally different from the usual, cheerful, upbeat others, right? Too bad I can't go back in time and avoid talking to some people altogether, so I wouldn't have to feel this angry right now.

Ugh. I sound like someone dealing with teenage angst or whatever you call it. Pfft. Better stop before someone sends me for counseling. Something's wrong with me; I'm usually all sunshine and happiness (when I said something about someone's attitude once, Wendy was like, "Ya la. Not like you, always so cheerful cheerful!") But I'm usually not like this. Really. And knowing me, I should forget about this in about... 1 week or possibly less. Then I might start typing about pretty rainbows and baby unicorns or something.

I feel different. QiSheun just asked me, "How was your day?" on MSN a few seconds ago, and I said "bad" instead of the usual "fine" or "good". This is probably the first time I replied "bad" to someone asking me about my day in this year. Wow. How pitiful.

I should create another blog (under a fake name, of course), that I can really, truthfully, type my feelings in, and let no one - NO ONE - I know know that it's me. Sounds pretty good. But if I ever do that, I'm not telling YOU the link.

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