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Saturday, August 4, 2007,11:05 AM

4 July 2007 - Saturday

OMG Tash and I figured out why Rachel C was so mean and stopped being our friend sometime after I left! Well, actually, I figured it out and I told her. How could I have been so stupid???? All these years we wondered why, and I knew the answer since the beginning! I thought I told Tash but as it turns out I didn't. Coz you see, it says in this the 'notes' we passed to each other through Jia He after I left KC, that she secretly read the private email Tash wanted to send me and it said, "I can never never trust Rachel. I hate her!" And Rachel said she was about to burst into tears when she read it. She asked me to never to tell anyone, not even Tash, in a million years. But since it was via note, I didn't say that I promised, and I HAVE to tell Tash coz this is the key to the entire mystery!! I didn't make such a big deal out of it when I first read that letter that Rachel sent me in very broken English a few years ago (4 years ago, to be exact). But now I realized what a big deal it really is.

I mean, we lost a good friend becoz of it. Well, actually if she was perfect she wouldn't have even thought of reading that email, but whatever. Tash was feeling so guilty yesterday when I told her over the phone. She hated Rachel because of homework? I mean, I remember she told me when she was absent from school and she called to ask Rae what the homework was and Rae was like really grumpy and told her to ask someone else and hung up, and Tash couldn't manage to call anyone else so she got in big trouble the next day. In KC if you don't do your homework you get rotan-ed and scolded. Like how I had 10 homework even though I was only absent for a day. Harsh. Discipline.

And now Rae, according to Tash, is the meanest girl in her class, and is in the popular group. We didn't have a popular group the last time! But anyway she's a bully now and we feel sad coz Tash's email might have... depressed and anger and sadden her, and worse - turn her into a bully. That explains it. She started being so mean after I left and she told Tash she hated her at Megaria. OMG I cannot believe I didn't tell her earlier about Rae's letter! My goshhh I DID tell her before but at the time we all were still friends, I think, so we didn't make a big deal out of it.

And sometimes we wonder what it would be like if we three were still best friends. We might still be sending BFF magazines back and forth via Jia He, like the last time. It was so fun! But I dunno if it's too late for us to apologize...? Like whatever. Oh well.

BTW if anyway wants to play Spin the Bottle, I'm all for it! It's so fun. I played it with my little brothers in HK Disneyland's hotel breakfast area. HOLD IT! It's not what you think! It's a different kind of game, more like Spin the Knife. Someone asks a question, like, "Who is wearing the sexy underwear?" and "Who is the queen?" And then we spin a breakfast knife (and try to avoid it from hitting the glasses) and see who it points at. And Jia He also made me laugh while I was drinking water that I think some mucus went into it and I had to ask for a different glass.

Shoot. Later I have ballet class.